Troubled actress Lindsay Lohan made a shocking confession on the season finale of her Oprah Winfrey Network docu-series Lindsay on Sunday, April 20. The Mean Girls star, 27, was asked to reflect on her time filming the series, which led her to reveal that she suffered a miscarriage while filming the show.
“I cried so many times watching it,” the actress said of the program. “I don’t see it as me, it’s strange. Of course I’m a bit of a narcissist. Who isn’t in this industry? At the same time, it’s still like, when a camera is on, I’m on. If I know I’m not capable of being on, that’s why I would say I couldn’t film today. No one knows this, and we can finish [the interview] after this — I had a miscarriage for those two weeks that I took off,” a teary Lohan shared.
The recovering actress, who did not specify who the father was, refused to film at one point during the series’ run due to her miscarriage.
“It’s a very long story but that’s why on the show when it says, ‘she doesn’t want to come down, she doesn’t want to come down,'” Lohan said. “I couldn’t move. I was sick. And mentally that messes with you.”
“Watching this series, I just know how I felt at that moment and I can relate to that girl, which sounds kind of crazy,” she went on to share. “I’m like, ‘oh my god, this is really sad. Who’s helping her?’ No one knows what’s going on in my head at every second because I’m constantly thinking. My mind does not shut off.”
Lohan also discussed her much-publicized sex list, which included big names such as James Franco, Justin Timberlake, and Zac Efron. As such, the list was a part of her recovery process through Alcoholics Anonymous.
“I’m going to get serious for a second,” she said. “That was actually my fifth step in AA at Betty Ford [Drug and Alcohol Abuse Treatment Center]. Someone, when I was moving during the OWN show, must have taken a photo of it. That’s a really personal thing and it’s really unfortunate.”
To watch Lohan discuss her recent miscarriage, click on the video below.